Yesterday's Tragedy

    I'm such an idiot. One person can totally destroy my cool look and calm appearance. Just one person and there isn't very many times when I look as cool  as I did in that moment when that person walked in. For now I'll call that person Nervousness since that person  makes me nervous in all the most terrible ways. What a jerk. People never know when to leave a person alone. By person I mean me! Nervousness just walked into the room and I just HAPPENED to turn around and immediantly I freaked out by grabbing someone who was next to me and planting them right in front of my face. Sorry about that by the way. The bad part was that when I did it, Nervousness was looking directly. at. me. I freaked out and paniked as soon as Nerousness turned around I crawled under the table out of instinct. A dog running away with her tail between her legs. I have never done that before and ONLY Nervousness has made me do that. What the hell!? Man, no one has ever been able to do that to me. It just really pisses me off... grrrrrrrrrrr

   Please tell me what I should do about it. I hate the way Nervousness makes me run away. It will pay one day. Just wait. Please comment and help, I need advice!