Life Block

  This totally sucks. I have no idea what's wrong with me!!
   Ok~ay, let me explain. You know how writers get writer's block for no reason? Well I have that. It's kind of like I'm a big blob with nothing to do but eat and watch tv and read. I have no passion like, at all. Not even for music. I haven't played my cello voluntary in like 3 weeks!! I kind of want to though.... Like when I try drawing I just stop half way COMPLETELY unsatisfied and try again and fail again. I think that the only reason I haven't played my cello is because I'm too lazy to get it out and I don't have any new music to stimulate my passionate process or something or other. Don't really know what its called,but it's something like that... When I'm really bored I pull out my electric piano and kind of play a little tune. Then I'm on there for another 5 hours until my mother finally realizes she hasn't seen jumpy, annoying me in quite a long time and calls me down.
   Well, I actually found a solution to my life-block syndrome. (that's what I'm calling it) I have a need to learn something new! Not like school, I mean something actually that interests me. Like music. I need to learn to play something. Whether it be an instrument or a new piece. I'm just BORED with my life right now. So....I'm either
one- going to buy new music
two- learn to play the guitar or piano or ANYTHING!! or
three- buy new manga!!

 Well. That was my weird life moment or whatever people call it. Life evaluation or whatever. Just needed to post something and was bored. Don't comment.